About me

You stopped by this particular page to learn about me? Isn't that special ;-)

Well, there is so much to tell you, but I will keep it short and sweet (for now).

I work in the Medical Field and this is listed first because as much as I really don't enjoy what I do... it consumes most of my being.

I have a boyfriend (We might be a bit too hold for that label) of 8 years who ROCKS MY WORLD!  He is an absolutely great catch and I don't know how I ever got so lucky to get him.  We don't always see I to I on every little thing but we fight very little to have been together so long. I really can say we don't fight. We might make a comment here or there that isn't the nicest and such but never really "fight or argue".  We get along very well. I neglect him often and he loves me anyway, which sucks that I would do that but I don't think I am a very good girlfriend.  I love him so much its scary to have so much love and faith in someone and the relationship, that's when things go wrong right?  So far so good though and I know how amazing he is and am reminded daily of it.

I have 1 teenage daughter (sigh).... who is absolutely gorgeous (sigh), who is going to make me old way before my time (sigh).  She is an honor student with a wonderful personality.  She has a boyfriend (sigh) for now (a mom can hope).  She is pretty caring and loves music.  She has a mouth on her (remember I said she was a teenager) and an attitude many days... but she her voice is a lovely as anything I have ever heard. I think she Rocks Hard!

I have 1 almost teenage son (sigh)... who is totally handsome (sigh), who has some issues that I relate to either his father or the fact that he is a boy (like the way he dresses and how he doesn't care about his appearance?) lol but I have hopes of that improving.  He has become very focal over the last couple of years and I can see the hormones starting rage (GOD HELP US).  I love him unconditionally and he is a pretty fantastic son.  He is also an honor student.  His personality is unique and marvelous and I am very proud of my baby boy! (Shhhh don't tell him I called him that).  He wants to play football this year (Heaven help us) and he has played baseball many years.  I think he Rocks Hard, too!

I have a cat Trixie (she is already almost 2 years old... geesh that is unreal)  I got her day after Christmas in 2008.  She has ran away from home once, had surgery, and grown to be able to defend and pretty much care for herself. She is the loaner of the family. She doesn't chime into any family event too often, but she comes around every now and then to let you know she loves you and she needs some love... but pretty much does her own thing (she has a pretty nice life actually).

I have a dog Reuben.  He is about 14 months old now (born July 2009).  My mom got him and she worked too much to care for him and she didn't want to give away to just anyone, so she gave him to me.  I was worried about getting him until the first night I spent with him and I instantly connected with him on some unusually level. I have never disliked animals but never really connected to animal like I have my dog. That frightens me as I know he will not live forever, but I will have to face that later and hopefully much much much later. This little guy has consumed a bunch of my heart  in the few months I have had him.  He loves me so much that it just tickles my fancy.  He has the absolute best personality a dog could have (lol I wonder why his paragraph has now reached a length much longer than my own children?) weird lol I know.  But he ROCKS HARD TOO! :)

My family consumes me, and I love that.  I have many people I call friends but unfortunately don't spend near enough time with them.  I do love my life, and I love watching my children grow.  Thomas and I have been on many adventures together and we continue to come up with more every year. 

My blog sucks. As I don't type on it daily, or even weekly for that matter. I go on and on about my weight and what I need or want to do like a broken record lol I type about shit people might want to hear about or could care less about, its whatever pops in my head at the time.

Did  I mention my time? If I actually find time to type on my blog... please don't bother to critique it.  I don't need you telling me I miss spelled words, or left them out completely... I am pretty sure you can make out what I was trying to say anyway!  I do good to throw the thoughts out here for the world lol I honestly don't care about being perfect... because I am so far from that it is unreal.  I am educated and have pretty decent grammar WHEN I TRY.... but no I am not a writer and my grammar has never been perfect... if you have ever heard me talk you would know this.

My job is a good job, it saved me when I didn't have one, and its not as bad some days as it is others. My boss's are pretty cool people and well it will do.  I still have hopes for my future and plans on changing to a while new career sometime, some day, maybe?

I love photography.  I LOVE PHOTOGRAPHS!!! I look at strangers photos often (when I could be editing my blog for errors?).  I love my new DSLR camera that Thomas got me for my birthday (2010).  It takes the prettiest pictures and I never thought I would actually be able to take some images that I have.  I am still learning. A simple Amateur.  But, I am improving.  The passion is there, and I hope to one day call myself a photographer.  That would be awesome, I mean not as a source of income, but to express my passion... however making some extra cash with it wouldn't be a bad idea either, huh?  I do take entirely too many photos and post them online... so beware!    I take so many to ensure I get a few keepers out of the bunch... remember I am learning here, but actually get hundreds of what I would call keepers.  So yes, if you ask what my passion in life is, it has something to do with photos. I mean they can tell a story, hold a memory, last forever, they can be made to have you see with different eyes and show you the world in ways you may not have ever seen other wise. 

Another passion of mine is music. I can't sing, don't currently play instrument of any type but I love music. All genre, all music. Some gets on my nerves depending on my mood that day, but most all music I love in some way.  So another way to get to know me is through music. I use to post songs on my blog (should do that again) to let you relate to me through my favorite music (lol to hear the family "everything is your favorite" as I say "oh... this is my favorite song often").

I love sitting in peace and quiet and reading. I don't get this much. The quiet is hard to find.  The time is hard to find. I know there will be time sometime, and I will have plenty of good reads to catch up on that will be waiting on me to find that time.  I maybe read 1 book a month now (which is pretty pathetic for people who call themselves readers I know, but this is my life).  I have new found thing called audible.com which I am now beginning to buy books online and download to my mp3 player.  I listen while doing something constructive like house cleaning or going for a walk and I at least get a glimpse of some books that I have wanted to read or hear people talking about that I just HAVE to read.  I can get one of these books done a week just doing my chores and walking.... soooo lol watch out!

I am not a neat freak, you look at my car, my house and lol even myself and see that easily. I don't go get the nails "did", and I don't even pay to get my hair "did" professionally (I buy the boxes of color for under 10 bucks and do it myself).  I don't maintain myself to be a prim and proper individual, I am just me and you know what my man loves me for the ME that I am, which ROCKS in and of itself!  My clutter is usually kept to a decent balance as I am far from a hoarder (thank the GODS!)  I fracking hate cleaning and devoting so much of my time to it... but truthfully  to have a nice neat house with the freaks...err people I live with would be a full time job of itself.  SOOOOO yeah, its never clean as I see others and I wouldn't dare eat off my own floor... but I promise its a home that will welcome you and you will feel at ease in... which is what a home should be.

lol ok that is enough random weird things about me for now. I might add more later, if time allows or I might not ever update this page... who knows.