I was hoping deep inside myself that my breath of fresh air lady would hire me. She seemed to like me so well during all the correspondences. I made it through every part of her hiring process to have her choose another at the end. Its like a love affair you give your all too and they decide they love someone else over you! Its heartbreaking. I got a Dear Tonya letter ending it all, a wait of that has been almost two months to and in the back of head I was hopeful... really hopeful, but now that hope is gone.
Oh enough sobbing over this, its time to move on. Her loss. I am an awesome employee, I know this, My previous employees know this, my family know this and soon my new employer will know this!